ItalianoDear my G-Lovers
My thoughts can be read
on the GACKT Blomaga,
so those who want to read all of them, check it out.
*This is an extract from the GACKT Blomaga.
(Updates thrice a month)
http://ch.nicovideo.jp/channel/gackt
The bell for silent prayers echoes.
March 11, 2:46 pm.
It’s the 4th silent prayer of the year.
Still, the memories of those days
burn clearly in my mind, never leaving.
When I think of those who experienced tougher lives than me,
and those who still carry the still open wounds of the disaster area,
my heart aches.
Never forgetting those times,
the Dragon God carried on my back aches.
It should never be forgotten.
It can never be forgotten.
Many things happened after that time.
That disaster has also become one of the milestones in my life.
I visited the resting place of a band member who passed away
to celebrate his belated birthday.
I know no matter what I say
he won’t be able to reply me.
But, I faced the gravestone,
and someone started talking without paying heed.
『My way of life,
isn’t wrong, right?』
If I can live life skilfully
I’ll probably be living another life.
I wouldn’t be a musician.
I wouldn’t be GACKT.
I have no regrets about the kind of life I chose.
Just that occasionally, I get annoyed by my lack of skill.
But, that is GACKT.
Many close friends contacted me too.
There were also many who thanked me saying
“During that earthquake, thanks for what you’ve done”.
“Did I really do anything
that was worth thanking for…”
Until now, I still wonder about that.
I still struggle to find words to reply to their thanks.
『I’m living life with a smile.
For those who had to leave before me…』
This gives me unsettled feelings.
If I can frankly make smiles
that can make someone else feel blissful,
maybe I can acknowledge
myself a little more.
In any case, let’s move forward.
Let’s walk towards the future.
Let’s do what we can one by one.
Today’s bad…
I can’t string my words together well.
My name is GACKT…
My motto is 『Mr. SMILES BACK』
For the sake of making someone smile.
I have to smile.
I pray from the bottom of my heart
that I can reduce the sorrow in this world, even if just by one person.
GACKT
My thoughts can be read
on the GACKT Blomaga,
so those who want to read all of them, check it out.
*This is an extract from the GACKT Blomaga.
(Updates thrice a month)
http://ch.nicovideo.jp/channel/gackt
Source: GACKT Blog
Translation: GACKT ITALIA Team
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